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Eidetically bad memory

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       Blinkist and Balance are two useful things on my phone - which is normally used as an e-reader. I woke up this morning to an audiobook Winners take all by Anand Giridharadas . I won't elaborate on the book, beyond that it is well-written and emotive.  Just had a revelation that I am better off meditating whilst in bed, rather than reading about the current state of the world or any coming apocalypse, aka the news. So, after the usual morning necessities for the kids, I sat down to my writing. As described above, my mood already was pretty down in the dumps. Then I read the news, as I am a creature of habit- once, years ago I felt good reading the news, so now I read it every few hours even if it makes me miserable. The first iteration was the usual nonsense about idiots, idiots in power, depressing things about things I care about, and topics falling under the 'who gives a fig' category. My brain collapsed later this morning though, after readi...